I am determined to call in to say I am alive !!!

Belfie - yeah, pretty hectic at the moment, and Zander has decided to shake his routine just to confuse me so I am just trying to get his rhythm back, which means 2 days stay at home days for me to get his feeding/sleeping pattern right. He decided over the weekend he wanted to snack all day and we were in and about so I did, which meant not enough hindmilk (fat) so sleep cycles were short and then lots of windy screaming and vicious circle! So, I am expressing the next two days and giving him bottle to make sure he gets a balance of fore/hind milk and have had a win today - he is just stirring and has been asleep again for 2 hours - fingers crossed for a good night - otherwise you will find me institutionalised somewhere .............. hope your Xander is behaving himself - bugger about the epi - my tear and scar feels good thank goodness ....

curl - hi hun, hope you and your family are doing well too. It sure is busy, I try so hard to check in on here, and then something happens just as I am about to post ... I am going to continue to try, all I can do at the moment!

gobbly - welcome - #4 WOW - what are the age differences with your lot and did you just have a boy or girl?

More soon I promise - don't forget about me