Nae, your best friend will understand your reasons for not wanting to come if you tell her. She probablly is thinking a great night out will do you both good, without realizing how/what you are thinking!!!
There is always next year? or maybe not???? a baby

might put paid to those celabrations.
Love to you, this year ending does'nt mean you have given Niki everything you can... she will always be in your heart, her spirit will always be around you and you have lots of special memories of her and with you.. Your love goes on forever.....

and there will always be something you and your family do for her, it may be quiet thoughts, little milestones, but they will be there.
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