morning girls
and nelle...i am finally posting in here, sorry not up to personals atm, but i thank each and everyone of you for you thoughts and kindness during this sad time.
welll where do th f**k do i start??? life is slowely getting back to normal, we had a lovely funeral..if you can call them that, but i think criag would of been wrapped in the way i put it together, the wake was a laugh a minute, i got really pi$$ed, and all his mates ended up back here, for more drinks, and i woke to find one in my bed....farting his arse off, he was so drunk i dont know how he ended up there, but it was funny..my visitors have all left, and im just trying to come to terms of being a single mum, i really miss the male company but. Caitlyn will not sleep in her room anymore and is in my room, and has been walking around for days saying "bye bye daddy", the weird thing is the morning after craig died, Liam started talking constantly, he wasnt doing it the day before, and weather it was just coincidence, or it is rather spoky, but he is alot more alert, its weird. It looks like i have to move out of here as i cant afford to stay, so im trying to get lots of stuff packed, and of course craig being MALE he had jobs unfinished everywhere..his 4wd was in the middle of wrecking, i have that on ebay and i have a bid (thankgod) his motorbike he was in the middle of fixing ..his mate is coming today to put it back together, so i can sell it, it needs to be registered this week, and my god i have a shed full of tools that i have no idea what to do with.........his best freind is coming to stay tonight, we get on so well so i cant wait for him to arrive, he is great( the only one that came up the night he passed away, mind you he lives in sydney, and he just got of a plane from new zealand.....his parents have not as yet rang me, and they didnt attend the wake..im so f**ked off with them.. i have good days and bad ones so im hoping today is a good one, as yeterday was not pleasant....better go liam is screaming..thanks girls

