Ash did wake up at 10 this morn but been out of whack and has hardly slept but is so overtired that she screams for an hour then sleeps for 25mins!
caddie maybe we should put Ash and Ruby together and let them get each other to sleep!

*Belle*- :hugs: Don't feel guilty bout going out for the hour. Julia will do better with a mummy thats gone out to try clear her head. Maybe you should try get out just you without Julia as a regular thing, just to get some "you" time. Is there any support group or something that your husband can go to to better understand about PND and panic attacks so he can cope better and be able to be more supportive? Hope today is looking alot brighter for you.

Nelle- Wow sleep in til 2! I totally forget what thats like, I don't think my Df would cope alone with Ash til 2!

maz- Ash is a much lighter sleeper too. I remember at the start how I could just chat bang around do whatever with her in the same room and now we have to tiptoe around a bit more, spec now that she sleeps so badly and hard to settle in the day.

Helen.p- Glad to hear things are going well with Eithan esp with his neck and everything. Its cute to hear how well him and Bella get along.

Df is still ****ing me off, not talking to him at moment cause he is going out drinking again tonight! Plus today i told him he can give me a break and do all the usual stuff with Ash including settling her for a sleep well as soon as she starts screaming he wants me to take her so he can have a nap! I told him to go "f" himself.