okie-dokey, just re-read a week's worth of posts and it's doing my head in but here goes anyway ...

caddie - how's Ruby's head, did it bruise or leave a mark?

nelle - me, on holidays!! I wish! Unless you're paying to send us all overseas I'll have a look at your blog in a bit.

shell - how's ash been going at night, settling better? She may have been a little off because of new things happening during the day. BTW how's she been going during the day, are you making progress?

annat - good luck! Hopefully you'll get that BFP this weekend. Has Jett been behaving himself the last couple of days? I think it was Nina that told him to mis-behave for you

sharleen - you have been a busy little girl haven't you. When does Bre go to the Paed? Is it serious?

maz - how are you feeling about Wilhelm. You just don't seem to get a break do you When does he go for more testing?
that ticker of Vy is just gorgeous too!

belle - When does Jeffrey go to America? How do you feel about him going away for a week? I hope you've got some family to spend time with while he's away, I hate the thought of you being on your lonesome.
How have you been feeling lately? I'm here if you need to chat

helen - How long has Leith gone away for? Heath and I have never spent time away either and I think I'd go crazy if he was to go away, especially to another state!!

anna** - how's Xander been lately? Hopefully behaving himself for you.

annie - how's the gym going? You enjoying it?

ok, me now ...
as you know Nina has decided to self wean off the boob onto the sippy cup fulltime with EBM. And it is absolutely killing me. I'm sticking with it for now because I set myself a goal, and don't want to break that, but to be honest I don't know how much longer I can take. She's been having huge feeds lately (some are 200ml in one go!!!), and because I have to express, to get 200ml takes about 15-20 minutes. When I was breastfeeding her it would take about 5-10 minutes to feed her. So my body is working double time now. In the past week I've been having 1-5 hours of sleep at night. And it's affecting my relationship with Heath too. I just don't feel I have time for him lately. We talked about it last night, and although he didn't ask me to stop, he suggested I give up b/f and put Nina on a formula. He only suggested it cause he can see what it's doing to me. I've lost 3kg in 1.5 weeks. He's been so supportive of me b/f, so for him to suggest putting her on formula made me realise how bad things have got. I am considering it, but I'm so attached to b/f that I don't know if I can stop. Make sense? I'm not even ready for her to wean onto a sippy cup, so that's been a bit sad for me as well. I've got some serious thinking to do I think this weekend. I think it's time to put me first, ahead of Nina. Heath said that the day I walk in the door with a tin of formula, then he'll fully support my decision and we'll go from there. Sometimes I don't know what I ever did to deserve him. He's so good to me.

umm ...

nessa & kel, I haven't forgotten you but I didn't write anything down ... I'll be back with some special personals for you two
Hopefully I haven't forgotten anyone else, if not, sorry, didn't mean to