I apologise in advance for sp mistakes and general randomness of the following post - I am tired and upset:

Nope no b/t results. WHY? Because they are useless as tits on a bull here. The nurse couldnt understand why they werent back and promises me that anytime after 11am on Monday, if I call they will be there. Just got back from a bbq where my supposed "friend" with the baby same age as Jett completely ignored me all night. I knew something was up but when people started commenting to me about it after she left, well lets just say Im fricken sick of these "army" people (theyre really just civilians playing army having been in all of 5 bloody seconds) and Im fricken sick of this place. I want to go home to Sydney to my real friends and our old life. Plus Im tired, have heartburn, need to pee every 5 seconds and I feel sick. I did a HPT this arvo and think I can see a super faint "now you see me now you dont" line sooooooooo Im kicking myself for even bothering. Now Im depressed about that too.

Im going to go do some scrapbooking and watch Gilmours Girls so I can calm down enough to go to sleep.

BBT.