thanks for your thougts girls, craig got transfered yesterday to john hunter in newcastle, that is the major hospital in our area, as his chest pain had not eased so they got him out and in a place with more medical equipment/doctors, and its only 50 minutes from here, so that is so much better, he is still in heaps of pain, and sooooooo drugged out, he will be off work for at least 4 weeks, but could be longer.

I went into centerlink yesterday to apply for sickness benefit, and also thsy told me i was also able to get a parenting payment so i applied for that as well.IT was so caotic with all the floods in newcastle/central coast, everyman and his dog was in there, wanting assistance, there was 5 lines for all differnt things and around 30 people in all of them LUCKILY for me this woman came up the line asking what you wanted, i tod he my hubby had a heartattack and i need some forms to apply, she took me from the back of the line, and took me to one of there officers and they did all the paper work there and then, so i was EXTREMELY happy with that.

sorry this is all about me at the moment........im struggling with how im feeling at the moment, as i was about to leave him with all the things done and said when we had our BLOW UP, i just diont know how im supposed to feel.......sorry that probably doesnt make sence i know