maz so sorry to hear about your mum, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

Shell - the tablets are working but need to up my meds...

Chrissy - thanks mate.

Hello to everyone sorry I havent read the posts, will try again later on when my mum is here to mind Julia. Julia is into everything crawling into each room and I havent baby proofed anything yet so got to do that this arvo.

I also have been running around booking myself into a hospital program starting this Saturday all day and goes for 8 weeks its an intense depression therapy program costs $2,500 and am out of pocked $900 but I really need this right now. The choice was this or admitted to hospital for 4 weeks stay without Julia and I just cant do that right now. So im running around seeing GP for referal to hospital and got a psychiatrist admission interview tomorrow and then go there on Saturday. So im sorry if the post is all about me I just wanted to let you know where im at.

Love you all thanks for all your support.

Bel
xxx