Oh dear, im so sorry Anna. :hugs: to you sweetheart.

Shell.. oh theyre funny little things.. Jesse gets stroppy when i have to pull shirts or jumpers over his head and put his arms in. He's fine with them coming off, laughs his head off but putting them on is a battle. Pants and everything else is fine. Did the epidural hurt? I had gas (did nothing) and pethadine.. and am wondering if it was the pethadine that made Jesse's heartrate drop so low.. they nurse said it wasnt but still i wonder.