Hi guys. I'm okay here, just had such a busy week/weekend, my nan died the same day as Anna's (sorry to hear mate), and she was quite the matriarch, so my close and massive family kept me busy, and River had some spewy bug, and I forgot I'd booked an IKEA trip with my best mate (which was fun til we realised we had no way of getting everything home, put a pregnant lady and a scatterbrain together and what do you get - home delivery! Thank goodness for that) and I've just been getting through each day, and then falling asleep reading your posts in bed. Oh yeah, and I've felt nauseous most of the time on top of that. So I'm okay, thanks for missing me you sweet things you, I'll try to post, but honestly, I can't be stuffed. I smile and laugh and frown and feel sympathy in all the right spots when I'm reading, cos I care, but I fall asleep (or need to pee) at the end. Sorry. I'll try though.

I'm going to miss so much. But here's what's on the top of my head.

Jodi, can you just videotape/photograph heaps of the party, and have a 'party' at the hospital with your mum too? You can tell your mum she plays such a special part in Nina's life that they get their own private party. Better than nothing. Will the hospital let her out for 2 hours? Once again, better than nothing.

All the best with the clomid Anna, hopefully you fall fast and don't get too hormonally whacko. Remember with twins, I've got a mate who had her bub same day as you, and he's a high maintenance kid too, the thought of another soon is a bit scary for her, while the thought of more for me with a low maintenance kid isn't daunting at all...what I'm trying to say is, if you have twins, they might be really calm and mellow and awesome sleepers, all kids are different, and if you end up with twinnies, you'll deal with it hey. Hoping for one with you though!

Caddie, you'll be so relaxed with all that time off you won't know yourself! That's great that you can take some time out!

Hugs Helen, hope all goes well with the new carpet.

Congrats on a healthy bub Maz. Can you get what the chances are of another autistic boy from a specialist or something? Like if someone says 'moderate' chance I think 'oh no!' but when I realise that might mean only 20% or something it seems better...am I making sense? Hope that niggling isn't something wrong, and is just gas. Are you gassy? I'm so gassy.

Well...I'm running out of steam. (Although not farts, as I've just shared with Maz)

Oh, my parents know too, I've been too sick to hide it. It's been good, cos mum's been able to watch Riv some days, which they both love.

When's your scan Annat? I haven't missed it have I?

Hope everyone else is well. xo