Oh Trill!!! What a hectic household you have atm! I really hope your DH gets well soon, so horrible when they are sick, apart from the 'i'm dying' attitude you really notice it when you are running the house on your own. & of course you dont like seeing the man you love sick! Anyway ranting on now but I hope things pick up soon.

MD - So glad you got out & had a nice evening with good company. Did many turn up? Well done on the bargain toy! We are a bit tight on funds to spend at chrissy/bday as well so I think we will just stick to a couple outdoor toys & small things on the side iykwim.

Clare - House hunting today or so over it?

Just dropped M off with nanny & poppy (in laws) for a sleepover, as its my sisters 21st tonight & even though I wont be drinking, we thought it would be safer for her not to be there, with the bonfire & young drunk guys. Apart from that a whole bunch of us are going in a limo ride around the city prior to the party & I had no one to watch M. Anyway when I dropped her off, I got in the car & just bawled all the way home. I am normally 100% fine with her having sleepovers with the grandparents but I just had this whole overwhelming feeling of she could be my only child & she is so precious to me. How silly is that!? I couldnt shake that feeling, so I will be happy to see her tomorrow morning.

We looked into private health insurance last night....its SO expensive! & on top of that we would still have to pay the medicare surcharge levy which DH estimated his alone on etax last night to be $1400.00. How on earth do people afford private health!!??