Hi girls,

PP: sounds like the newborn whirlwind is well and truly at your place! in a way, i guess there is comfort in that it is all normal and will pass...thanks rainy! there are gunna be crapulent days and with sick bubbas it's hard to avoid xx

i'm not going to be on much next week as i NEED to get up to toowoomba. opa asked me to come next week rather than this weekend but i am regretting listening to him. yesterday oma got really bad and couldnt breathe and had to be rushed to hospital. she was so 'lost' that when they asked her why she was there she kept saying 'to see A (my mum). it really distressed opa and now the drs are telling us she wont make christmas. i am a mess. my oma and opa raised me for a good part of my life and i think this must be what it's like to lose a parent in a way. it's hard to know that the person that showed you strength and raised you can no longer be that person...

ah well, sorry for going on, i just cant stop crying.