Geeky - do not feel guilty. I found feeding really hard, and X didn't latch right either which made it even worse. Just do what you can, there is no shame if you have to top up with formula. Glad to hear you are seeing the LC today, I hope they help, and as much as home is good, stay as long as you need in hossy, I found having the on hand advice invaluable - well that and I could sleep in a bed was nice too (those bars to pull yourself out of bed rock LOL)