[QUOTE=Teirae;3130573]I just turned into a bubbling mess and handed him DD and said can we please tag =( I had a shower and just cried my little heart out. It was just pure exhaustion, I was just so tired.

Hang in there Teirae - sounds like you're doing a great job. I totally remember having DS1 who was a reflux baby and I cried most days in the start from exhaustion. DH has had his share of babies handballed his way, the minute he walks in the door from work And loads of phone calls during the day, demanding ot know when he'll be getting home.
And to think that I used to wonder what stay at home parents did all day! Ha ha ha.

As for the MCHN - just do what you think is right for your bub and don't worry about what she may or may not be thinking. It's so hard in the early days to find your groove and get to know your baby and what works/doesn't work etc.