Most of the way through a couple of really tough days of goodbyes. I think I have managed to cry in front of every single person I know. Everything is the last this or that and I am sort of just wanting it over and done with. Saying goodbye to everyone is really hard. We had a ladies night last night and although I requested low key, there were speeches and presents. So I cried lol. Today is the last day of kindy. During those dark, dark days when W was tantruming for hours every day and he and A were waking all though the night and my marriage was totally on the rocks, kindy saved me. A place I could go to where I knew W would be happy and quiet for a couple of hours and I could talk to grown ups, so welcoming and kind. It was my lifeline. How do you say goodbye to that?