Hi guys

Jaxon is at the children's hospital in intensive care.. again. We stayed here last night, thankfully they have some rooms available for parents. The midwife cane to our place for post natal check and told us to bring him here. He was still breathing funny, had a high temp and rash. An Xray showed all the fluid from his lungs has cleared so we are not sure what is happening. His oxygen saturation drops when he is in a deep sleep which is damn scary. This is the hardest thing I have been through in my life. We should be at home enjoying our little man, not praying that he is ok. I'm goingbg to see the hossy psychologist soon. At least we are able to hold him and I can still breastfeed.