Getting better, but still in a lot of pain. Just arrived home. Have to put bub on formula for 2 days while the anesthesia wears off. So I have to pump and dump until I get rid of those drugs and all the pain meds/antibiotics out of my system. Not happy, but not much I can do since I haven't got a big enough stash to see us through... Always meant to store some ebm, but since the oversupply I didn't want to pump yet. Also I thought I had more time. I'm just a bit emotional about it. Bubby seems ok with it, but I'm struggling. She smells so different now. Not sure why, but somehow it bothers/unsettles me. She smells like her cousin Penny, not like my little Milly-button
Sorry, I'm ouchy and emotional and weird....
Btw pumping is poo