Sarah my house is just as messy babe, and I don't have 4 kids!!!

Having a BFing breakthrough right now! Wee man has emptied both my boobies and I tell ya they were full! He fell on the 2nd one and it felt so lovely I left him there.

The LC I saw today said something that made a lightbulb go off for me...
Yeah I really want it and I've tried hard but I've not really committed myself to him 100%. I've been so worried about other stuff, like getting home and then everything at home, like housework or stressing about stuff that hasnt happened yet. Like how I'll cope after Stephen is gone...
I need to let all that go and just be with him, skin on skin. Relaxing, loving, resting together. And let everything else go.