Congrats Krystie!

brief update. in the process of cleaning e's toys out from under the couch and dodgy arm went kaput. soooooooo much pain. stuck there, crying, couldnt move, c grumpy at mecos he couldn't hear the tears and thought i was slacking off - he had to move the couch to let me out! sick of it completely!!!!!!!!! now typing one handed... again...

BG: That is very scary indeed. Have you been checked over yet? What's the update?
went to GP. explained what was happening, including spotting. she says i need pao six months early. after ivf, i know my body, i know it's gonna hurt, but if it has to happen, fine. tewst done, THEN she takes BP and says it's too high - no *****!you''ve just ambushed me about a pap, it hurt like hell, wonder why my bp is up? anyway, she jumps on thew bp, says it;s too high, must be cos i'm fat (gee thanks), won't listen when i mention it was fine a week before in the midst of a migraine... mentioned meds so i lost it. asked if she had ever heard of whiter coat hypertension. acute stress related high bp, yada yada. dont think she liked it lol. told me during pap i still had an amount of blood, so now smear may be wrong and may need another, then followed with the suggestion i may have a UTI (i don't) and we should do a urine dipstick test. i wouldnt, she asked why, reminded her i was BLEEDING, the dip stick uses blood count to suggest positive for UTI so i'd be on ab's when not required

THEN, when i gave up on reasonable help for me, it was E's turn to get her needles. she didn't warn us she was ready to jab so we weren't holding e still - she jumped and pulled needle out so we had to do it again. poor bubba!

sorry. way self centred i know. just in a bad place right now