Oh Mily my love!! I know it can be so destressing for a mummy to hear the dreaded phone call from kindy .... This is the hard part too honey, is sticking it out, bubs will in time settle, and I know how it breaks your heart to think bubs is not settled, I know it breaks mine when parents drop their kids off and they are crying in my arms, and I see mum with tears in her face, i honestly dont know who to hug first, my child or my mum.....

When I drop Audrey she's not phased but i think that is because she has been going for a while now, but if i go into the room and i dont give her a cuddle n a kiss she will tell me off for it....

Its really hard to decide what to do, Im not sure if you HAVE to go to work and care is the only option, if it is, then please please take my professional advise and know that bubs will settle, and that as much as it hurts now it does get easier as time goes on. I strongly believe in the development of children's social needs and believe that Child Care, now, really helps enable childrens self esteem confidence and self worth. I honestly believe that if you get a great centre and Team Leader it can only benefit the child in later years. In a perfect world tho we mummies and daddies could stay home until their schooling years and take part in daily activities funded by the local councils and be paid by the government to stay at home and reproduce!! If only right....

I just wanna give you a great big hug my love!!!!!

BBL for more persies!!