Oh no Maranui! Maybe I JINXED you by saying that sorry! I learnt quick smart with Coop that whenever I mentioned how great things were going he'd do a 180 torture me! And I know all too well that 'sick' feeling about being home alone - the life of a mumma and bubba whose daddy was only ever home for 10 weeks out of 52! And yes, late night crappy tv will see you through - good luck!


AFM taking the booby monster to get weighed today.. I know deep down he is feeding well and thriving but I still have so many "issues" (read: guilt) with not being able to successfully BF Cooper that paranoia is taking over! I know I must stop stressing as that won't help so a weekly weigh in till our pead visit at 6 weeks just to ease my mind is the path we are going down!