Hi girlies!

Well, I got a wonderful night sleep last, and I feel like a new woman! I got 7hrs all up, but most importatly I got 4hrs straight! LOL,doesn't soud like much to most but for me who usually gets no more than 2 sometimes 3hrs at a time, it's GREAT! Lily slept through and stayed in her onwn bed, and Liam only had two feeds, one at 12.30, one at 4.30, then he didn't wake til 7.15. Lil got up at 6.30 and came into my room quietly and woke me by touching my face, saying 'hi mumum', sooo sweet. The sweeetest little face I could wake up to! Ahhh, what a way to start a day
Well, at the moment I am freaking out that I might be pg... I have been having some serious tummy cramps the past few days, as well as back ache, sore nipples....a few other things I can't think of and yesterday I had brown blood in my CM when I wiped (sorry tmi!). I am right in the middle of my cycle though, so unless I am 6wks or more, it's unlikely that I'm pg from this cycle.....but these are all symptoms I had in early pgcy with my babes. And I have never had these sort of symptoms in the middle of my cycle before....arrrrggghhhh, DH will kill me if I'm pg! He so doesn't want any more kids. Not to mention the financial implications....new house, new car, all new baby stuff cause I've gotten rid of most of it! Serves him right for not being careful the whole time....eeek! LOL!We got our tax back this week, so we're in the money, lol! As well as our cc rebate too. So I can go out and spend! Not too much, cause it will be marvellous to have some savings, but I can go out and not worry if I see some clothes for us that I want!

Mel, I do enjoy cosleeping, or I have til now! Li's just getting too restless, and he's kicking, and I'm just not sleeping. He needs to learn to be on his own. Lily was by this age.
Wow, R is already down to one sleep?? Gosh my kids love their sleeps in the day. Maybe that's why they don't sleep at tnight! But if they don't have their day sleeps, they're impossible. Soooooo grumpy. I couldn't deal with that every day!
Yep, thinking of moving in the next year or so at least. DH is a cop and we're looking at going remote, meaning moving to the country, like outback kind of country! I have been a city girl my whole life, so it's pretty exciting. But if we don't move with his job, we will just move away from here. We really hate living here and I soooo want a bigger place. If not a house, at least a town house with 3 bedrooms!

Dis, ok, we'll organise something to do together in a week or so, I can't remember the exact dates I have taken off work...
Swimming lessons for us are ridiculously priced. Well at the two places I have called- $120 per semester or something stupid like that! I haven't called the smaller, private places yet though. I will have to see what they cost...
Hope your shoulder is feeling better. Gosh your boys are chubba lubbas aren't they!! Hehe, Lily is only about 12kgs and Li is 9kgs now I think. I hope you haven't been lugging them around too much!!
LOL, your house might look like mine after no housework for a few days....mine looks like a clothes bomb has gone off in it, or a dish bomb....I so need to get off my butt!

Kris, how are you going? I hope things have settled now you have your test results. How's your DH handling the pg now? I hope he's come around. That's how mine would be if I'm pg too. But, if he really didn't want me to be pg again, then he should have taken more care! He knew I didn't care if I got pg again...not that I was intentionally being irresposible, but it's half his responsibility too...

Jen, hun. I hope you're feeling better today. I had some really down days too when I was pg. It's tough, all those hormones raging! I can't believe you're already 19wks!! Wow, almost half way! It's so great that you feel supported there. It's tough when you have noone to help or even just sympathise!
LOL,yep, going up the coast is a possibility. If we don't move with DH work, we will be looking at going up the coast somewhere. Besides it just being nicer than Sydney (I think so anyway!) it will give us more of an opportunity to buy a bigger, better house, hopefully in a nicer area too. Couldn't get any worse than Fairfield though I don't think anyway, LOL!
Don't worry I'm not going to chicken out with getting the kids sleep sorted. I'm sooo over it. And if I'm pg.....well! Besides that I want my life back to a more normal rhythm. I want my hubby to sleep with ME! Not some other girl (even if it is Lily, hehe!). They are both old enough now to do it, and I am in the right space to do it too. And DH is not going to let me not do it!!

Kaz, how sweet with Pip going to bed. I love it when they initiate the hugs and kisses, it makes them all the more sweet!
Good luck with your ttc this month....hope it was...fruitful!

Ok that's enough from me, gotta fold some washing, or do some dishes, or go to the shops and spend some money, lol!
Hope you're all well!