Dis Mel, I saw that Target had some ok stuff but it was sooo limited! There was only one rack of stuff in smaller sizes. In Sydney there was always something I could buy from somewhere, but every store here just has nothing. Either they have sold out of it all, or they just don't stock nice clothes for pg women....you know you're fat and pg and hormonal, why would you want to look nice??? I had some nice maternity stuff, but got rid of it all when Damine was so adamant about no more bubs...then he had to change his mind didn't he??!!

Mel, yep if it's nice stuff it's waaayyy too exxy or they're really small sizings. I just want something half decent, even just some trackies that will fit me for a few months. There wasn't even any of the Bonds bumps stuff at Big W, or the plain long sleeved tops or t-shirts they usually ALWAYS have in stock!! Just literally nothing that wasn't soooo ugly I couldn't face buying it! I might just have to bite the bullet and buy online. I just want to be able to try it on tho becaus the sizings are so different. I tried on a size 16 pair of mat pants at Big W which were soo small I couldn't even get the up above my hips, but tried on x-large at Pumpkin Patch, which is 16-18, and they literally fell off.

Kris, I can understand your posts too, so don't worry about your typos!
I hear ya on the house being a pig sty! I have been wanting to take some pics of the house to put on FB for people to see but the house is soooo grubby at the mo, that I just can't do it! LOL! Damien and I will be cleaning up today though! At any cost!!!!!!


AFM, feeling ok today, better that Damien isn't on night shift for a while. Night shifts just suck sooo much, it means I'm practically a singel mum for those days and I'm just not coping with it at the moment. He did 6 in a row last week and besides the fact that he never used to work 6 days in a row at all, 6 nights with kids that aren't sleeping and a very hormonal lonely mummy.... well not a good mix! And Lily is just being such a whinger and I can't cope with it. If ANYTHING doesn't go her way she will cry. No matter what it is. I just send her to her room because I can't listen to it. I tried explaining to her and being patient but she just doesn't stop. So now it's a zero tolerance for me. She goes to her room and then has to say sorry for whinging or being rude or not listening or what ever it is. Anyone got any other solutions to this, it's soooo doing my head in! Gosh, terrible twos didn't happen for us, its horrific 3's!
Things on the friend front are getting there. One of the wives of Damien's workmates called me the other day to come for morning tea. We were at Dubbo so I couldn't go, but it's a start to things! I will arrange something next week for us. She seems really lovely and has 3 kids. She has a little boy 2 days...older?? than Liam and a little girl who is just 4, so it's good that the kids have friends too. And they just came here in March so she's probably in a similar situation to me. I have also gone to playgroup twice and though I haven't really met anyone yet (it will take me time to get up the courage to introduce myself!) the kids love going and having fun.
Ok gotta goa nd help with the cleaning!! Though I'm buggered! I think a nanna nap is in order for later!