Then I think of the money we spent on the pump (yeah it was only about $80...but to me that's a fair bit of money!) and think I should get as much use out of it as I can...I don't know...
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good thing you didn't buy the electric pump then.. they're like twice as much.

my bub doesn't sleep on his cot much either. We have to hold him until he is in deep sleep before putting him down. Either that or he sleeps on our bed. I think he likes the comfort of being close to us.