hi...

I miscarried today.
I never thought that i would be so empty
I knew it was happening, pretty much, yesterday but was hanging on to the hope that its was just old blood being expelled... then it changed...
Booked for an u/s monday to see if i need a D and C (hope not)
feel really low, sad and just crappy.
I am of the theory that everything happens for a reason and it wasnt meant to be, but it doesnt make it any easier really.
Going to have a drink tonight, its not constructive at all, but i dont really care!

Sorry again for the me post, love to you all and your kidlets
xo