Nicky: Oh, I'm so sorry There's nothing I can say, I know. Wish I could give you a hug. Cry all you want babe. Sometimes its the only way to get through. I am glad your parents are there to help you atm... hopefully you can have a bit of a break and then enjoy the rest of your anniversary. Big to you, mate.
BG: E sounds like such a little star. Giggles in our house are very hard to come by... I am sure she LOVES your singing so much that she can't keep her happiness in Nothing to feel self-conscious about, LOL! (Though I'm sure when our kids are teenagers they'll have no problems making us feel like we're the epitome of uncool, LOL!)
Krystie: Bummer the ebm didn't work. Natty didn't take a bottle either. Haven't tried with Phoeb, but she's such a booby monster its hard to imagine her taking a bottle... Should give it a go one day I guess.
I am glad your DH helps you out - that makes the night waking bearable, I imagine. But you are right, not fun and at the same time, not forever. I feed Phoebe to sleep and I am certain that there are people I've told (family and the nurse) who think I'm making a mistake, but who cares. It feels right to me. And it's so much easier just doing what they want... One day when it stops working we'll do something else and they'll adapt - I think it is wonderful that you're enjoying those sleepy cuddles. That's what its all about.

We went to Lane Cove National Park for lunch and a walk today. But boy, it is so windy. Natty seems really well - she's on bland foods, but no more spew and no runny poos either... fingers crossed it was just a little bug that's completely gone
I'm looking forward to a quiet night tonight. And a quiet week.