Oh Nic, I have tears for you, I understand how scary the thought of surgery must be, I'm so sorry it wasn't all good news sweetheart, gosh these little ones are so precious to us and you are dead right when you say you don't need this BS, it just gets in the way of enjoying our babies without all that worry constantly at the back of your mind. There is nothing to say except it sucks ar$e, I wish I could give you a hug, and Aaron too I hope the coming months bring you good news. Have a bloody good cry and a bit of a rage at the world, its normal and it might help deal with the emotions, although it probably feels a bit raw right now

Sending healthy, happy vibes your way