Thanks Marnikat. The logical part of my brain knows that everything is normal and that Bosley is actually a really good baby, but sometimes I just feel out of control. I've heard it said that teachers are some of the worst for coping with new bubs because their whole work life runs to a set timetable and suddenly they have a baby who's in charge and there is no timetable any more. The more I think about it, the more I like the idea of expressing - perhaps just being better rested will make all the difference...

BTW - Have just had a good cry in the shower. Were you watching???!