Tiff - I am so sorry to hear that you lost your grandad. I hope that your family can support and comfort eachother during this difficult time. Thinking of you.

Traylee - I know exactly how you feel - remember I had my meltdown about a week and a half ago. I found the never-endingness (yes, I know it's not a word!) of it the worst - I couldn't get anything else done, just had to be there for B all the time. Even going to the loo was a luxury! And it breaks your heart hearing them cry and not being able to help them. B is having a difficult day and had a difficult arvo/evening last night - seemed to have a touch of diaorrea (how do you spell it? Not a word I've had to write all that often!!) and tummy pains. Even holding him didn't make him happy. DH is my saviour because we can tag-team before either one of us gets too stressed.

gotta go - poo emergency!