Oh Ali - thats so tough for me to read. When my sister lost her bub (her heart stopped beating the morning of her scheduled c-section, however section was scheduled for the arvo ) we all had a hold. I remember going there the next day to the hospital and cradling this tiny baby in my arms (tiny comnpared to my huge bubbas!) and just rocking and rocking and wishing she would come back to life - it was the hardest thing I have ever had to go through - and it wasn't even my baby! I can't imagine how they are feeling, the pain of losing a baby is just so huge, you just can't describe it. I have a picture of phoebe in my wardrobe (like, on a dresser thing) so every time I open it to get clothes out I see her beautiful sleeping face and am reminded that my children are the most precious little beings - and I should rejoice in the fact that they are with me - because I'm so blessed to have them ya know?

Anyhoo - sorry - you made me cry so I babbled on a bit!

Hope everyone else is well