i just wanted to ask a pretty personal question.. you can ignore thats fine

what kind of protection do you use? i cant go on the pill it really throws me off and it doesnt agree with me at all. we used to use the pull our method or condoms, (and still do) while i was pg we didnt use anything coz it didnt really matter iykwim so being that we were so careless for so long, last week when DH was back we got a bit carried away and well.. need i say more!!! once id realised what he's done i got really upset with him "you realise i can still get pregnant..." his response ~ "why didnt you tell me that!!" I HAVE TOLD YOU THAT im a little scared about what could happen... im worried coz we fell pg first time last time, i havent got my period back yet (but ive read that doesnt matter) and yesterday morning i had a bit of a bloody mucusy discharge **tmi sorry** but no AF...
should i be worried? im ****ing myself at the moment. if DD wasnt so little i wouldnt care. im worried coz if it turns out we are, then we'll be having another baby!! thats all there is to it, 2 under 1 could you imagine??
like my SIL pointed out, (and DH kind of agrees) least then we have our family. its all done, it will be tough in the beginning but then we can all move forward together...
im probably reading too much into it but WOW i cant get my mind of it.
im more concerned , more than money and working and having 2 babies, im MORE worried about my poor ol body,(i realise im not old but you know what i mean) about it not having enought ime to recover and about any complications that would bring. would my baby be healthy still? even without my recovery time? would it increase the isks of something going wrong?? (im sorry but i havet really talked to anyone about it .. i dont want to stress DH out about it unless it happen iykwim)
LOL and if this is true, and it turns out i am ill be in this years october belly group too LOL.
oh man... *sigh*

thanks for listening!!
and feel free to be honest, lol. i just dont know what to think..