evening ladies,
i know ive been quite quiet.. ive been jumping on every now and then.. lately ive been finding it hard to find time to scratch myself LOL. Its really not that bad im just so unorganised and my life is so all over the place atm im finding it hard to get everything done. i think less computer and bumming around might help alot tho, so ive made a deal with myself that i will not even turn the computer on until i have done what needs to be done first. hence why i am here now actually i lie.. theres clothes to fold but im waiting on the rest of them in the dryer.. no point in starting yet then hey

oh my, so much has gone on since i last posted LOL i wont get through all the personals im so sorry
LJ: please dont worry about Williams not doing things yet.. ALL babies are different and really what does a couple of weeks make? iykwim?
Rach75: Luke is so cute in those pics.. Alissa has started pulling herself up on things, i let her go (and obviously im RIGHT there) but i just want her to be able to explore without me saying "no, no, no" im sure there will be plenty of "No"s in the future LOL. They are just getting to be such amazing little being aren they? she totally spins me out almost everyday, like when i talk to her, she looks right into my eyes, my heart always swells up when she does that.. im such a softy LOL
Fi: i know exactly how you feel. You feel so torn.. but theres nothing you can do. All we can do is grin and bear it. Sometimes work really sucks.. and its not the workign part.. its the being away from her part. When i left her at the ILs last weekend, i think when i came home she had developed a bit of seperation anxiety, she now crys when i get up and start to walk away from her, and she has to be where ever i am. This has ment cooking tea while holding her, sitting her on the floor in the bathroom while i shower .. It gets to me and then i think "she's a baby.. she loves her mummy.." and then i feel bad for getting frustrated, but only coz i was so spoilt before with a baby that was so easy going, and she still is, and i can leave her with other poeple still and she's fine but if its just me and her then she's attached to me, i KNOW i should be enjoying it, and i am.. just soemtimes ya know, it gets a bit much when its just me and her.
Tam and Amber: howd your catch up go? I so cant wait to meet some of you (id lLOVE to meet ALL of you)
Kass: i am so sorry to hear about you having shingles that really sucks. Lucky you have such a good man to look after you tho is it contagious or anything? im sure your girls are being well behaved as usual xx

welll i pretty much did a 'AFM' just working and tryong to be a good mum and wife LOL. Ive noticed im starting to become a little picky.. you could almost go as far as to say 'anal' about somethings, im even getting on my nervesLOL
Im going to the markets tomorrow with one of the mums form my MG who has fast become one of my good/best friends i dont have many friends so its really nice to have her havent been to the markets with Bub yet, shall see how i go, im not taking a pram just the baba sling, the pram will just be too full on i think lol.
anyway everyone, have a good one
love love
xx