HI all,

Have been busy, and the internet kept playing up, but it is leting me on atm, so here goes.

Had V's pead appt on Friday, upon me hoping that she would have made the 6kg mark plus some, she hasnt. She is 5.9kg, hc 45cm, lgth 65cm. I felt quite deflated after her weight was checked as I really though she had made it. Now the DR is talking about having her see the genetics team again, as well as some Dr at Westmeads children hospital in the new year. I so hope she doesnt need to, as he wants to see her in 2mths time. He said he is happy with the rest of her developemtn though, so thats something. I just waiting for someone to point the finger at me soon. Sort of feel like I am failing her on some way. None of my others have had to go though what she has.
The dietician is tomorrow, dont really want to go. They are going to tell me what I already know.
ON a brighter note V had a wonderful B'day, had my DS take pictures, but I think he took videos, so may not have a pic of her. She also fell asleep through it. Poor little thing. Probably half of the people didnt come due to last minute cancellations, seemded to be a day for the drama's. I was disappointed in the cake, I normally buy Weny's Icecream cakes, they are so yum and normally nothing left over. The cakes are normally decorated how I want, but this time, although the cake was delicicous, the decorating was cr@p. Not how I wanted it. Had tinkerbell on it , but the chocolate shavings went all over tinkerbell and V's name etc. They had put too much shavings of choc on top of the cake. I used to have a different person that would do the cakes for me, but he sold his business. Ohh well.
Anyway, must go fix V, she has been eating a sandwich and it is all over the place as well as nutella all over her face.... little duffer. hugs all,hope everyone is well.