Brydz - keep up the good work. contacting J like you are, knowing his mum wont be around sounds like the best thing to do. cant believe how much of a mole shes being. im super duper happy that J is happy though. and its awesome that Vinny is being a good boy for you. i hope for your sake he stays that way. Cooper is turning into a monster cant wait to read ur birth story. i should stop being lazy and do mine to

AFM - we went to the clinic today and Cooper has put on 800g and grown 2.5cm haha my lil budha he is being a PITA but. last night he just didnt want to be put down. he stayed awake til bout 3.30 and if i even moved to put him in the bassinette he would wake up and scream. he ended up sleeping on my chest coz that was the only way we were both gonna get some sleep. so today ive been feeding him, giving him a burp and a cuddle and then putting him in the portacot or bassinette instead of holding him til he wakes again. most of the time he wakes up when we lay him down and has a little whinge but he has soothed himself back to sleep after a while. so fingers crossed thats how it goes tonight. i dont mind waking during the night but its the fact that he sleeps on my chest and im stricted with movement. does my head in lol

anyways thats my rant for today
might go do my birth story, Brydz inspired me

xx