Thanks Pretz for asking after me.

Nothing to report here. Pretty much at my wits end and waiting for the Anxiety Clinic to phone me for an appointment. Still getting counselling but just don't feel like it is doing anything as I don't feel I have connected with this new person. MIL is treating me like a doormat, even in my own home but DH said she does not listen to him so if I want things to change I have to speak to her. Basically he is over listening to me and does not give a crap anymore. I keep getting really annoyed that (and this is not aimed at anyone but just how I feel atm) everyone gets meds for PND or anxiety and I have to 'talk'. Have seriously felt like just walking out for good. DH working 6 days a week for another year is BS. He wanted to go away for Easter and I more or less told him he is welcome to go without me. His cousin who in almost 18 yrs I have met maybe once is getting married in May. I told him I am not going because A) I don't know her and she wont miss me, B)I am 20kg over weight, I have nothing that fits me / still wearing maternity shorts and C) It is Mothers Day the next day and I don't feel like sitting in a car coming home all day. I did tell him he can go. Have Alannahs Baptism the week after Mother day and apart from booking the day at the Church and asking a friend to be her Godmother, I have done nothing else. I lie, I have arranged for a dress to be made.

Well, like I said, nothing to report.

Take care.
xxxxx