Happy first birthday Finn!

Jodi - we leave on tuesday and I am not organised at all! I havent even booked the airport shuttle lol so thanks for reminding me.

Er some days I think #4 wont ever happen; things are already starting to get easy with the boys and Im not sure after 2yrs of being free of babies that I'll want to go back.................then I see a pregnant woman or a new baby and the clucking starts

So Ive started the slow weaning process with Stellan. Ive decided my body has hit breaking point with all the giving of space; nutrients and energy over the past 4yrs and now my health is suffering; so Stells will be weaned at 12mths. Plus Uni start Feb 15th and I will be leaving him for 2x10hr days not to mention all the study I will have to do in my own time so he has to have alternate feeding options. So far he takes a little formula in a sippy and a straw cup but thats just a stopgap til March when I can give him cows milk. Im happy I dont have to do the whole tossing of bottles and dummies thing but man some days I wish he'd take either or both

Im still being slack in finding a nanny; tbh Im trying not to think about what a mess next year is going to be. Im certifiable arent I? I dont know why I thought it would work *sigh*