AWWWWWWWWW Mel.......biiiiggg hugs honey...i so hope its not mastitis. I had it once and ive never been so sick in my life. I hope you get some answers real soon. I do know what you mean though about curling up with bubby and doing nothing else...sometimes thats all you want to do...everything else can seem overwhelming so i think thats completely normal. Let us know how you are when you can k.

Jo