DD has just turned one and is still BF. She currently has 2-3 feeds per day.

I had expected AF to have come back by now, and while I know that it can take a while to return, I am still getting a little concerned by this! It seems really strange to WANT AF, but I do! It has been soooo long and seems strange to go so long with a single AF!

I am also starting to get concerned about when we TTC #2. I don't want to start TTC for another 6 months or so and I don't want to wean DD yet (as she just LOVES the boobie!) but I am worried about how long it may take to conceive #2.

As you can see in my sig, we had 2 m/cs before DD which were awful to go through. I used to think that it would be easier next time now that we have DD, but now I am not so sure. Ever since going off the pill to start TTC #1, I had a really irregular cycle (but never did BEFORE going on the pill, hence my reasons for never wanting to go on it again!). Due to the m/cs and irreg cycle, a specialist put me on clomid and I conceived DD on the first cycle. I am terrified of going through the process of all the tests etc and seeing the specialist, and of going through m/c again. I want AF to come back soon so that I have a chance to hopefully get back into a regular cycle again before TTC #2. I don't want to end up seeing a fert specialist or going on clomid again.

I know it seems silly to be concerned about this already when I am not even ready to TTC #2 yet, but I am already concerned!

Does anybody have any advice/reassurance for me??