Smithy-I had to keep telling myself in me head "Just relax, just relax".

OP- I really wanted to do it and we tried at 4 weeks and no way was it going in, Hurt way too much!!
Tried again at 6 weeks and it again felt like it was going to hurt but was I think more in my head. I was in control by (sorry for way TMI) being on top. Once we got going, and I relaxed it didnt hurt, It just felt weird and I didnt like it (or really enjoy myself) and I am hoping it gets much better as time goes on and we do it a few more times.