Oh DD, you poor thing. I agree with Hoobley, please go and see a doctor, for peace of mind if nothing else. Also on the MIL thing - is there anyway she can leave early? I had MIL stay for 8 weeks after Tom was born - big mistake. She made everything WORSE despite the things she did to help. I think I was on the verge of PND, purely bcos she was there. I would have been better off with 2 under 2 by myself. Do what you need to do for yourself sweetie. Even if you upset your MIL, she'll forgive you later. You have to put yourself first now. Please see a doc and take care. I hope you feel better soon.