This is a bit of a vent because my DH is sick of hearing me whinge about it all. In hospital the physio told me that my tummy muscles had seperated 15 cms, which is huge and 'the worst case scenario' apparently. I have a small torso, my babies had no where to go but straight out. I was huge with both my girls. Obviously this has put a huge strain on my tummy muscles and now I have no tummy strength. This in turn gives me bad back aches as I have no support in my tummy.

THEN, even worse, I felt like my insides were falling out downstairs. I finally got out a mirror and had a look, and it seems thats exactly what is going on. I really think I now have a prolapsed hoo haa!!

I feel so down about it. I am 25 and feel like a granny already because of these issues. Worse still I would love 3 children, but I think its probably best for me to stop at two, would hate to see the state of me after a third