I'm in the same boat. I'd love to hear how you get on. I've also tried to find sites or something where women talk about their experience of having the surgery, but haven't really had any success. If I have any more children i'm going to have a ceaser as I don't want to make the damage any worse than it already is.

I'm terrified of having the surgery and possibly ending up even more unhappy with my vagina than I already am. My gynie said they can try and rejoin the muscle with mesh or something, but I can't possibly imagine how you could have sex with mesh in your vaginal walls?