I also am waiting for dear old AF to return...DD is 18 months.

I am pretty skinny too and struggle to maintain my weight (without eating cake all day )

So, loads of sympathy here! Do you want another baby, or do you just want to get your cycles back? It has taken me a while to accept this non-cyclical kind of life...I feel like a man some days...all on even keel. Its not so bad (I don't get the migraines and mood swings of fertile days etc) but it does feel strange. I think our society is pretty bad at accepting the lactating mother as a feminine identity...we're not really sexually available, nor are we fertile...its a limbo space of nurturing, where all our energy goes into our babies...

Anyway, they're my musings on the issue. I hope you can find peace with this new stage in your life