I totally understand! I call mine an apron! I cannot stand to look at it. Even when I am 40 weeks pg I do not fill out all the extra skin! I had twins and then another pg now up to bubba #4 which will be my last. After that (meaning at LEAST two years recovery time) I will be looking into getting it fixed. Call me vain but if it makes you happy it can't be that bad!! I will still have my badge of honor with my DD boobs (pre babies they where A cups!) and not all the stretch marks will be removed (i have them all the way down to my knees after gaining 30+kg with my twins) and my 4 beautiful children will be here to remind me everyday of just how lucky I am. Do what feels right for you so long as your descision are well informed and thought out.