when i had gastro before Christmas, i fell apart - DH asked why - we'd been talking about the fact i'd fallen pg earlier in the year and it hadn't stuck, so i'd taken clomid again and was waiting to see if it worked. i told him he couldn't come near me, i didn't want to have sex because i couldn't deal with being pregnant ever again. the morning sickness had distressed me so badly i just couldn't do it.

i had 24/7 nausea from 3.5 weeks through until after she was born

i am now having issues with my ears - vertigo and nausea are pretty bad with it some days - so much so that i took a pg test yesterday cos it was just as bad as being pregnant.

i love my dd, i'm not trying to prevent pregnancy - but i'm scared stiff of it happening. not being pg, not giving birth (i had a long induction and then c/s) - i'm scared ****less of the MS!