oh man - I know exactly how you feel - for me it was about the 16 week mark that I started to feel vaguely normal again and then it got better and better week after week.

The anxiety is a killer isn't it - I thought I would never be able to see the good in the world ever again because all I saw was potentially harmful situations for my baby.

I think I did have teh baby blues for 16 weeks - I think it was hormone related, but if you start to feel like you're not coping then chat on here or talk to your clinic nurse - it's hard to admit you might not be feeling 'normal' - but so so many women feel like you do - you are normal and your mind is dealing with a huge change whilst your body rages with hormones.

keep talking on here - it helps - it helped me heaps. I still find that if I have a couple of bad nights sleeps, forget to drink lots of water and don't take my vitamins I begin to feel a little funky - so make sure you look after yourself as well as your baby.