Hi everyone, i had my DS last saturday and ever since the birth i have not been able to tell when i have to pee.

I have to self cath and i feel like i'm never going to be able to go to the toilet on my own ever again, the docs keep telling me any day now and i still haven't gone without using a catheter.

I feel so alone nobody knows what to say to me and i feel like dying.

has anyone had this before i feel embarrassed taling about this but i need help or someone who has had this happen.

And does your bladder go back to normal?

All i want to do is go to the bathroom without having to force it out by using a catheter...

Please move mods if this is not the right place to put this.