Totally huge pointless vent about my body. My malfunctioning body.

We've been tracking Shel's cycles for TTC, and so far she has had TWO periods while I've had one. 10 weeks ago. 10 fricken weeks. Exactly. Today is day 70.

And I hate this 'suspense'. Waiting to bleed. Every time I feel a twinge or trickle I feel like I need to run to the toilet and check (more annoying than you'd think, since I work full-time) because I know when I do it's going to be savage.

Ugh. And I'm feeling that dull ache moving up and down my side so I have a feeling a cyst has/is developing.

FFS.


But focusing on the positive here... Shel has an almost perfectly regular cycle with no symptoms of anything untoward, so that's a plus.