Soul - you are a sweetie, you are completely right, I am getting up early lately and have had a few hours to myself, the boys are in QLD and not back till Fri, at the moment I am listening to Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley over and over and it makes me feel very peaceful. I am very manic at the moment, I can change subjects 40 times in a minute. Yes, I will take time for myself, after this post I am going to switch some lights off, light some candles, quiet my mind and just be.

My Dad loved his crystal - wanted to know all about it, carrying it around in his pocket, he is so cute he says to me "do i have to believe for it to work?" "no" i tell him "I believe enough for both of us, it will just do it's 'thing'", he is happy to go along with that and figures it can't hurt, had to convince him to take it out of his pocket to be cleansed, it bought me some good feelings to be able to do this small thing.

LisaBear - thanks for that, Dad's name is Colin.

Soul thanks again for your sage advice, I am paying attention and yes i do need to take care of myself to be able to help my family, you feel like my cosmic mummy!!

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