sorry i cant offer you any direct help but thought i would let you know that when i was about 18-19 (partying hard) my young cousin (about 9-10y/o at the time) told me all the time i was going to "burn in hell for my sins" she was going to church every weekend and also to those weekday groups she was almost brainwashed. anyway she actually grew out of it and is now quite a lovley teenage woman with boyfriends and even a little wild. so she chose her own path in the end.

hope you work things out soon.